And I left my friend who's just trying to protect me feel hurt and lonely.
I am guilty. (Although I'm not the one who started all this)
Just because of one incident, caused her to lose their close/best friends. Why is life just so unfair? Why is it that people trying to protect me gets to suffer? Why is it the person who's at the wrong free of trouble? WHY? If i could, I would wish that all my innocent friends are still happy, not depressed, just in a good mood as per normal... There isn't a need for you to protect me... It's all my problem... Don't have to get you sad and miserable. I won't let my bad luck cause you misery...
Please, Jesus, get this all fixed up. How I wish CTRL + Z worked in real life. Undo all the unhappy things that messed-up my friendship and start all over again.
And to that friend:
Thank you and sorry. You didn't have to..