emma coward.

cowardy cowardy me, stupid idiotic me, emma such a coward. stupid me. tmr must do it or else im the one who will suffer in the end.

everyday is like hell now. and really, i can't remember how it feels to be not tired. wth... nowadays damn emo.. tired for like no reason, and gets irritated easily... let me rest for god's sake. no mood to do anything at all, except computer and sleep. everything seems so uninteresting.

i want someone to talk to, and complain all the things i wanna complain... bleh.

somehow i feel like running 3.5km or 4.5km, anything. just wanna make my body numb and put everything behind my back for just a while. or make myself sick. anything, as long as it can distract me.
i really dont know why i feel so hopeless, so moody.

im tired, from head to toe. seriously.