finally a not-depressed post.

YAY! Szeyin finally came back to school after 2days of MC!
Today after school, stayed back to look for Miss Yeo. But she's just happily chatting away with a teacher. Like non-stop. Then when she finally finished talking, she walked away and talked to students. -.- Okay, so I waited again.
When she officially finished her talking, I walked up to her and gave her the letter. And ooh, half-way explaining things to her, there's this person who interrupted us and Ms Yeo talked with her and walked away. ==" Like, WTF? As if I'm invisible LOL. And the BB boys from our class look funny in their uniform! HAHA.

Whatever. Anyway, played with Szeyin's tablet while she's doing art. Suddenly out of nowhere, Bingwei appeared and snatched away the tablet from me -.-
Then Kerwei saw Szeyin and helped her do her art. ROFL, it's total disaster. HAHAHA... All in the same color xD Poor Szeyin had to redo again~

BTW, here's a message to my true friends (you can choose not to read):
Thank you so much sam, yijing and szeyin. I love you three. After this incident, I finally know what does 'true friends' mean.
I'll treasure you three forever and always. ♥♥ The whole of my life.
Heck care that girl. She can continue to influence others, but one day the truth will be crystal clear for all of us to see.

Finally, here's a not-depressed post.

backstabbing

Everybody had backstabbed someone before. Don't tell me you didn't.
If you'd backstabbed someone, don't expect others to not backstab you. Don't be selfish, please.
Don't expect others to respect you when you didn't in the first place. Come on, don't be so selfish.
You can backstab me, but don't be too far off the beam. Like, 'She look like a ghost.'
What matters the most is the 'degree' of the backstabbing thing.

rants

To person number one:
I did not do it. You don't believe, it's your own problem.
You think I care? All i need to know is that i did not do it and it's enough for me to know. I don't care what you say. You don't treasure me, it's not my problem too. I'm not alone. I have all my other lovable friends and family.
To person number two:
Who's the one who needs to be angry now? You? My foot. You don't know that much then please don't talk. Think before anything goes out of your mouth. I'm not scared, sad, angry, or anything. Coz your compliment, rants or any other things mean nothing to me. Low life people.

friends.

now i really think that i forgot what does true friends mean.
i miss sige - she's my best friend. or crystal and qiuting. now, in secondary school, i cant find a friend like them anymore.
what'd happened to me? i dont know whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. i totally don't know what to do at all.
those girls out there dont know what does true friends mean, and what friends are for. im sure to them, friends only mean people who they can communicate well with. when their friends are in trouble, they dont give a freaking damn.
laughing together means best friends? keep chit-chatting (non-stop) together means best friends? think twice. you don't know what does true friends mean. when you are in trouble and they're not there, you still call them friends?

when im in trouble, no one cares about me. except for some (you know who you are).
now what i really really need is a best friend who i can share my secrets and joy with, pour out my sorrows to, and that person will always be there for me.
actually part of this is my fault. i wasted too much time on those who isnt worth my time on.

no matter how many times ms lim lecture us about friends, they wont listen for sure. coz friends, means nothing to them. literally.

and to someone:
i do so much for you, but all i get back is nothing. and end up being ignored. you dont know how hurt am i.

sometimes, i really envy people with best friends.
and i wonder when will i finally find a best friend who will be with me through thick and thin.